Group project.

我说，我是看在我是在组员当中和你算熟的所以才一再提醒你该做什么，提醒你来开小组会议。

我说，你虽然看起来好像不是很有心要做这个project, 或许你认为你忙着的那样东西还比课业重要～是你自己答应要把你做的part在昨天会赶给我，可是今天却一再又拖，开始我没有生气，可是当看见你竟然搬出在忙着那个社团的理由来给我时，我真的有点生气，虽然我也是社团的一员，你可能以为你搬出那个理由，我能接受，可是太扯了吧？！ 事实上，我不但接受不到你的理由，而且还有点生气。你为那个社团忙，就理所当然的呀要我谅解吗？ 功课是功课，社团是社团呀！你是因为正好combine project的人是我，才这样吗？如果是其他人，你还会搬出这个东西为理由吗？！I doubt!

虽然没有说出口半句表示不满，可是我还是有点不爽你的态度，真的，别以为你搬出社团的理由出来，我就能体谅，接受，你错了！！

做group projet最不喜欢遇到这种人，以为自己和你参与一样的课外活动，所以就理所当然认为别人能接受您能花时间在忙别的事，也不准时把他负责的部分给你！！

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After viewing their photos, and in fact, to be frank, there is a voice deep inside my heart telling myself that:

I'm regret of not joining them.(yes, surprisingly) Things gonna be so different if I joined. Maybe I might gain much more things from there. (now i truly understand what they told me just now.)

And maybe I shouldn't depend so much on friends' decision.

I should have went for it if I had the thought of joining it that day.

26/9/10

Well I always wanted to change my attitude while facing some situation.

Then it did came to a situation that allows me to apply what I learnt from the book I read recently.And IT WORKS!!

^^

Mon la vie

Ahh..haven update my blog for ages. Life's is just that~

Sometimes I just gotto admit I'm really a weirdo.

I would just refused to admit ppls' saying when they were so right about what i was thinking.

Had great talk with Meiying and Yiting today.

And Yiting said she understand my feeling as she is like me too.

Oh Well. :)

Just tot it's really great to have friends

who are willing to listen to ur complains n ur problems.

I'm glad about it. ♥♥

12/8/10

So finally convo ended yesterday. How was it if u asked me. Well...kinda bored. Thought I'd feel crying or touch...but i dint. Just duper boring. Was still so excited attending convo for the very 1st time in my life and den got bored and bored and bored after that. Ended up we chat at the back and some of us even slept! haha :D

And guess the reason I haven had any special feeling towards it maybe due to it's not the time yet? hmm :| Yet i started imagine what would I feel next year. My own convo. Will I had no feeling still? but I know I'd feel kind of 空虚 after that. It's like the feeling I dunno what to do next or tomorrow gonna be different yet I had not enough mental preparation for it!

And now I started to think what shall i do after this. Master or Work?

Hmm.

I needed someone mature someone elder someone i can refer to help me. yet I found no one. People would just tell you 'Follow your heart". But I need advices.

:|

P.s.: After last time's incident, guess it affect me pretty much, i'm getting more 'evil' now. Recently,I just start thinking what's the point I caring for others so much yet ppl just thought that was what you should do for them they dont really appreciate it and might not even be there when u needed them. But of course i'm not doing these to everyone around me just some person I realised that's not worth of me caring for them so much.

Sometimes I felt I'm being left out.

and

I hate being left out.

Really.

Did tried to think positive.

I really did.

But,

I just cant overcome the negative one.

Happy! ^^

经过这几天的rehearsal for convo performance,

虽然每天晚上都得出席，而且还练得很迟（感谢永翔这几天愿意载我回宿舍，辛苦他了),

不过可能是好久没和大家一起这样练习了，

这几天练习回来都好开心！C:

^v^

这也同时让我发现，

其实我的对华乐还是有热诚的，

我的心还在。

P.S.:

至少现在的我，

是这样认为的。

:)

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An international student was praising the Oldies played in Bakery were so great and even made him forgot all his annoying works just now! The lady boss was so happy hearing that. Den I told her I love their songs too (sincerely i really do felt so~), she was even more happy after that!!

and

Yay, I made someone's day today!! ^^

and

It made my day too :)