I believe I can

Really found m reli lack of time recently..

Mid sems coming yet till now i still cant catch up or i should say till now,i still cant understand what I had learnt this sem..WTH!

found my life is so busy....

OT practice, Ot rehearsal , OT performance @ Zaba , Johorean dinner, PPSM dinner, OT performance again @ KRK, den.......Mid Sem

I need more time! my life seems is full of OT , OT and OT...not I dont enjoy OT just it seems like stands quite lot in my life this sem. And it seems like it doesnt bring any benefits to me for attending the practice so much! From yesterday's practice and from the comment of Er hu teacher...I'm Bad.yes. I'm still that bad. Altho i kept told myself it was due to nervous..yet I knew in bottom of my heart I'm just not good enough. and I was like ...blaming myself for not performing the best in front teacher yesterday...and almost not choosen to perform on stage this Sunday. (We've got 9 Dizi yesterday yet teacher said normally they need 4 for it only~)

But luckily ended up teacher said he willing to give chance us to perform this time.

BUT PRACTICE HARD!

and due to my 好胜心 （according to OJM commented about me last time) , In fact, i felt angry with myself and even little bit of 'unbalance' inside my heart when seeing some my friend can perform well yesterday in front teacher yet i cant...I was like 'SHIT I cant lose to them, man!' and start forcing myself must practice my 拍子all the time. And I did! while having class this morning.. :]

Apart from that, my academic...tried to do Modelling assignment yesterday and found out i cant even understand single notes from lecturer..and the questions...dun understand what it want as well..(really Big Thanks to Mei Ying for being so patient explaining the whole assignments questions over again to me jus now. =))

Inference mid sem coming yet i found i reli got not much time to revise it...PPP , stat indurstri mid sems coming too...yet i haven touch single books oso..

What are you doing , Fulaien?!

Time is yours, arrange it well alright?

I shall stop switching on my laptop that much and stop FB-ing from now on till mid sem is over!

Jia you, Fulaien.

Balance it.

Really.

OT

Broke my record. Yum cha with Ot members till 4am!!

Thx to that. Manage to Sleep few hours only and made some excuses for being late to the discussion.

Imagine tat...chatting from 12am till 4am..We have got so much to chat about! and of course learnt quite lot things from seniors and knew quite some secret from them too. hehe^^

By the way, I decided to send Steven a message this evening asking when will he coming for practice again as it seems to be so long the last time i touched 'sheng'. In fact I dont really dare bother him as i knew he doesnt live in uni. I tried my own best to search for 'sheng''s info yet not much thing i could get from there. and yesterday A Hing was suggesting me maybe i shall contact Steven and asked...and i tot his words make sense too....

and now i got reply d!REally really glad i did tat this evening! So soon! i was expecting i might just get reply tmr or few days later.

Anyway, he said he going to move in uni starting next week and would pass the book to me on Sunday! Yay!

This means i could learn 'sheng' more often than now le!! ^^

So fun joining OT

=)

回头看

回头看看自己写过的东西，其实自己也不是很明白自己在写什么

@.@

这年头不期望什么，只希望自己EQ能好一些。

别把所有的情绪都写在脸上，

生气就句句shoot人的话。

我要

心平气和

OT

so...话说 a hing车爆胎了。。and he decided to change tyre at KKM..with jiunn siew and yuan hong's help they manage to change it at last..and for me..i can do nth but took pic. and squatting there gave moral support. i tot it was kinda bad as i dint helped but still taking picture there...yet they din mind actually and was stil asking to take picture..==

and here's the pics of how they change the tyre...guess it can just be a tutorial of how to change puntured tyre..haha

最近

我说最近好多事好多事。。可是都很懒惰上来写。这学期很多时候上课都很不是很明白老师在教什么。不过最近我们班最夯的老师应该就是，stat inference老师了。。那天不过是在discussion board出自己不明白为什么一些科目是国语教一些则英文的。。就被shoot 了，不过还好重新解释我我的意思，才没让老师误会。。不过班上其他同学也没好到哪里去，好多人也被他shoot了。。ricky不知道为什么,感觉好极端，一直投诉。。虽然很想支持他，不过我承认我没那个胆，我觉得就不过1个sem, 就做好自己本分算了，话别乱说，be 低调，別得罪他就行了。。个人是认为在大学里还是別得罪将是为妙, for our result sake...

hmm...突然觉得这个学期，我的生活除了上课就是华乐。讽刺的是，很多时候大家在华乐想安排时间做什么时，不得空的原因都是因为华乐的自己本身的练习时间。不过这也算是好事吧。。至少这个学期，我做到了我之前很想学习的事我有兴趣的事。=）

那天看完usm演奏会然后和um,usm学生交流后，决定想试学笙。所以便一脸好认真地告诉了Steven. 说真的,我真的不明白为什么steven要一直向我确定我想学笙的原因，我想学笙的理由就是我想学呀。。我想不到别的原因了。。不过当然我没这样告诉Steven，只是说了因为笙不需要调音。显然这个并不是很好的理由。当然我明白他想知道我想学笙的理由，是因为想确定我不是一时冲动，一是起兴玩玩罢了。。可是我觉得虽然我想不到任何我为什么向学笙的理由，不过唯一能确定的是，我绝不会是学一下就不学的那种人.我觉得这东西是你想花多少心思多少努力去学的。。=）我会努力的。

除了笙，ah hing也决定这星期日教我们打鼓，主要是要练好我们的拍子。。ar,....感觉上一下要学好多东西一样。。不过我很享受所以不觉得是负担，当然时间上的安排一定要做好。

昨天和yiling,yow cheng聊了好多。。个人是认为，事态有点严重，绯闻玩玩就好，不过当绯闻传到连自己都不认识的人来问你是不是谁谁谁的话，这得有点过分了。。当然，我不是当事人我也不方便多说什么, 我不知道，两个都是我的朋友。我能做的不过是给予建议。要不要制止要不要行动还是要看他们自己。。

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went class jus now and felt smth not right yet i hipe i was thinking too much though

Oh

It's Complicated.

060110

i just love hang around with my coursemates...even it's just pasar malam..We always had Fun!!

=)

跟一個不是很熟的人被說成那樣

我也很無奈