29/7/10

After paying a visit of my mentor today, guess i should really start thinking about what i want to do for thesis later. Felt like i'm kind of had forgot everything i learnt past 2 years and totally no idea of what i wan to do for thesis later.

Hmm...

Went Ot ying xin hui just now, thought few juniors will come yet it was out of my expectation that there was quite some juniors came. Situation was so meriah jus now..haha

Dint talk much just now and inside my heart, there's still a little voice questioning myself, am i still having passion with OT? shall i just leave it since i took my academic and my coursemates more prior than OT stuffs.

My mentor making me felt

I am actually a Uni student now

Stop thinking like a secondary student and

Be mature!

:)

OT

世事难料。。还以为我们这个学期会举办演奏会。。怎么知道～才一个星期不到，事情就有这么大的改变，明明星期一还向学长表明就算现在的情况很多事情还没settle,大家还是想继续做下去，不过，星期三练习时，另一个学长问起还想继续吗？（我那时候因为赶巴士回宿舍，所以没参与到) 大家竟然又说还是不要了～

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什么嘛？～虽然学长说与其这么赶着做一个演奏会，倒不如做一个真正有quality的演奏会，不是更好吗，是很有道理～可是。。。就是觉得很不甘心，我花了整个假期做好我份内的事，然后就这样无疾而终。。唉～

P.s:谢谢小麻雀的关心哦～虽然我很少回来更新，可是看见你的留言还是好开心呢！^^

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OT

虽然看到他在fb那样吗我们不积极，有点不爽，可是他说的是事实。。。 "_"

OT again..

OT and Academic?

Wondering is it really negative+negative=negative applying on myself now?

Wonder since when we started to complain among ourselves that we lost the passion towards OT.

Few days ago, yiling was just complained to me about how she felt towards OT and now YH again.

What should I say? Thought something happened yesterday (as I dint attend the meeting) , yet YH said nth happened. == Just a senior kinda warned us? or scold? said "IF ANY OF YOU FELT NO MORE PASSION TOWARDS OT, YOU MAY JUST LEAVE" (again..I haven really heard how he said those words out in person.) Alright, what should I say? Apparently he's kinda saying some us who are becoming less and less active in OT and to be frank we haven really shown our passion toward our coming concert! I gotto admit I am one of the member who getting less active in OT though but I did realised what is happening now in the club!! But anyway, sometimes kinda felt that senior was interfering us a little too much? or maybe i just got a little bias towards him after hearing some other seniors' stories about him. Hmm...

Anyway, YH was saying he felt like wan to drop out of OT. And although I'm kinda loss passion towards this OT thing as well, but I still advising him not to do so. Just join it for interest! Practice hard and perform well in concert is the best repay to the club! And of course asked him discuss about it with YC.

@@ was fan nao-ing with academic things, what subject to take? which group to join? timetable stuff..now here come OT again. Arggg....