I miss you.

巧

我不是没有看到你们

我只是假装没有看到

不是没有看到你们有点‘白痴’地在那里不断挥手想引起我注意

我只是

假装没有看到

我不是故意的

我只是

没有想到会再次遇见你们

看到你们有股很莫名的感觉。。是一种很压抑的感觉可是却又不知道在压抑着什么。

没有向你们打招呼其实心里也不好受

为什么要假装没有看到

我不知道

那是下意识的反应。

对不起。

我真么没有忘记你们，我还人的你们的。

大家还是老样子没有变，

唯一让我有点惊讶的是凯风。3年前，我记得他不抽烟的，是个健康的家伙

今年竟然看见他抽烟整个人就是。。看起来老了，不如从前，天啊也不过3年罢了！

真是近朱者赤近墨者黑呀。。*叹气*～

下次吧，下次当我准备好了，会向你们打招呼的。

I was hoping to get reply from you.

Group project.

我说，我是看在我是在组员当中和你算熟的所以才一再提醒你该做什么，提醒你来开小组会议。

我说，你虽然看起来好像不是很有心要做这个project, 或许你认为你忙着的那样东西还比课业重要～是你自己答应要把你做的part在昨天会赶给我，可是今天却一再又拖，开始我没有生气，可是当看见你竟然搬出在忙着那个社团的理由来给我时，我真的有点生气，虽然我也是社团的一员，你可能以为你搬出那个理由，我能接受，可是太扯了吧？！ 事实上，我不但接受不到你的理由，而且还有点生气。你为那个社团忙，就理所当然的呀要我谅解吗？ 功课是功课，社团是社团呀！你是因为正好combine project的人是我，才这样吗？如果是其他人，你还会搬出这个东西为理由吗？！I doubt!

虽然没有说出口半句表示不满，可是我还是有点不爽你的态度，真的，别以为你搬出社团的理由出来，我就能体谅，接受，你错了！！

做group projet最不喜欢遇到这种人，以为自己和你参与一样的课外活动，所以就理所当然认为别人能接受您能花时间在忙别的事，也不准时把他负责的部分给你！！

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After viewing their photos, and in fact, to be frank, there is a voice deep inside my heart telling myself that:

I'm regret of not joining them.(yes, surprisingly) Things gonna be so different if I joined. Maybe I might gain much more things from there. (now i truly understand what they told me just now.)

And maybe I shouldn't depend so much on friends' decision.

I should have went for it if I had the thought of joining it that day.

26/9/10

Well I always wanted to change my attitude while facing some situation.

Then it did came to a situation that allows me to apply what I learnt from the book I read recently.And IT WORKS!!

^^

Mon la vie

Ahh..haven update my blog for ages. Life's is just that~

Sometimes I just gotto admit I'm really a weirdo.

I would just refused to admit ppls' saying when they were so right about what i was thinking.

Had great talk with Meiying and Yiting today.

And Yiting said she understand my feeling as she is like me too.

Oh Well. :)

Just tot it's really great to have friends

who are willing to listen to ur complains n ur problems.

I'm glad about it. ♥♥