Free Weekends ^^

Finally I've got my very own Free Saturday & Sunday.

Decided to reserve this very Free Weekends to myself.

Declined all outing or steamboat invitations.

Stay room and enjoy my whole weekends.

=)

Need a break

I really do

Busy life

Life has been so busy recently....

so much things to do~~assignments, exams, projects...next there'll be finals , quiz, oral tests awaiting for me somemore...and after I was selected as the vice secretary of OT. found lot's more things awaiting us, the new board to do too...

Hmmm....

in fact, sometimes i do enjoy this busy life too...=]

busy busy busy

无端端

就啊～～我有没有得罪他。。不过就是那天拒绝和这么突然的邀请去玩，刚刚去纠正他误会老师的意思了。。这样罢了吗。。。这样也被他shoot! 然后啊。。ricky又tag 我状态。就提到了PMS..那明明知道的PMS就是 premenstrual syndrome 嘛。。。而且又不关他的事没tag他，他也来插一脚，人家ricky都没发表什么，他这样也shoot 我。。。还说什么不知道PMS是什么还敢去wiki search 了放上来！ 靠！我有没有得罪你！说我们女生自己都不知道什么是PMS!那你自己又来过月经吗？！你有很懂吗？ shit!

没有在facebook反击，因为不想继续无端在被shoot下去。然后就看见yiting online，而且又好奇到底发上什么事，就把事情告诉他。。。怎知她看了facebook后，就说别理他，又不是不知道他说的话都是粪来的～ 哈哈哈哈哈。。。看见她这么说。。马上笑出来了！原本心里真的很不爽的我，也好了。。哈哈哈。。。对对～～就别理呀～～都是粪来的！呵呵！XD

谢啦。。yiting..=）

如果说那是玩笑

对不起，我玩不起。

如果说不是玩笑

去你的吧！又没得罪你！干！

Today

Whole Uni no electricity.

Damn punctual Damn hot.

Went MV.

Had Fun.

Bought lot stuff.

Chat a lot.

Met quite some friends there.

Back Room.

Work on OT poster for tmr meeting sake.

Watch Kangxi Laile.

Sleep.

End.

=]

recently

How long i haven upload my blog d...Life's so damn busy recently...

Midsems + assignments~~

sometimes m really agreed with OJM tat we really wanna find a way to back home and never return back to reality anymore...haha

Anyway becos of those stuffs, I haven go for OT practice and missed 2 performances d. And suddenly, I had a kind of feeling that my enthusiasm towards OT is lesser now~~I dunno...

I hope it's just due to I haven wet for practices for almost 2 weeks d. and I'm kind of missed out lot things there..."but what can I do...For me Studies must be the priority of everything..I cant like some ppl who would rather put studies aside and go for the practices and performances..." that's what i consoled myself these all days..

Anyway, done modelling midsem yesterday.( Paper wasnt tat hard as i tot but still hope wont did too much careless mistake yesterday...)

Kinda relax now altho PPP midsem would be on next week but i finished revise it d and inference hwk is waving it's hand to me, yet dont plan to do it though...=) wait till next week only start...I need a break from studying so much for midsems last week!!

And so randomly I felt wanna practice dizi so much..haha^^

and finally finally we done our kok simulation today. next fri would be the last meeting (postmortem). Yay, after this no more kok d!! ^^ it's the real no more kok in following sems d!!

Finally..we are free on saturday!

^^

i dunno why is that person feeling so bad

for declining tat guy's invitation

to hang out so randomly.

isnt it a normal thing for us to do

when u really dont feel wanna hang out so randomly?

oh well....watever~

=]

Fine

thanks so much for the concern from seniors...touching~~ and actually told Steven my problem day after the performance, taught me lot. guess i really gain some experience from that.

Anyway, i'm fine now =)

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i really enjoyed outing with my dearest coursemates. ^^

cant wait to back home =)

今天的演出T.T （it just not my day today)

做得不好就是做得不好。不想为自己找借口。

说什么昨天才第一次背音在那里，才学没几次就上场。干！

明明是自己练习不够！明明是自己昨天才拍一次后应该叫学长在给自己练多几下的！明明是自己拍子怎么学都学不好！明明是自己明明知道自己没有那个实力，却也没推辞要上场表演！

不管怎们骂自己不管怎么对自己失望。。心里就是觉得很过意不去。。我可以做得更好的，心里知道就当这是一次教训，一次经验，不是每一次都能表演到完美的，至少刚刚a hing也说了一些以后一定要注意的事（上了场后不管自己表演得多烂，都要演得很enjoy,因为一上台，你就是个表演着了，要professional ）。。。

可是。。。。

我还是很伤心很气自己。。这感觉就好象刚领了超烂的成绩，心里很失望很失望～～很伤心很伤心～～告诉朋友自己的感觉，可是没有人能真的体会我的感受，没人理会我，自顾说他们的玩他们的，然而我呢也因此陪着他们笑陪他们玩。。假装自己快乐没事。。

超希望时间从来，让我redo一次，我已能会做得更好的。可是我明白生命是没有take 2 的，

我真的很伤心。对自己很失望。感觉很丢脸。虽然明白自己需要心理调适，不过我想我真的需要时间来让自己接受刚刚说发生的一切。

笙没交给jack是想惩罚自己，让自己子怪怪自己怎么能这么笨！让自己不好受下，连这么简单的事都做不好～吹一个音，打拍子。。这样简单的事我都做不好！

我觉得自己真的好。。丢。。脸～ （我想我应该了解燕凤那天对自己做的不好感到伤心的心情了）

弗莱恩

加油。

真的，加油。